i've been called him after my class ard 3sth...bt he din ans...
den i decided wen back n take a short nap....
ard 5sth...suddenli zhan woke up....
i dream sth...
den i gave him a called again...
he nvr ans oso.....
so I send him a mes....
i kept on cal n sms him ard 7
bt i cant reached him even once...
he nvr ans....
it seems like make me more worry.....
it make me recall back d past
it's seems like making me gt phobea....
if sumone...din ans my cal for lotz time
i reali hate it.....
i hate dis feeling lotzzzz...
duno y.....
ard 8sth....
at last... he called me....
wen i saw...
he was d one who called me...
my tears drop ....
he asked me y?
haiz....
hw to tel...
i reali duno.....
no one gonna noe...hw hurt it was....
cz they nvr went through it...
he told me tat he was sleepin jz nw....
at tat time...
i reali wish to say out....
wish to hate him...
bt i din.....
mayb im nt dare to quarrel
dun like to quarrel....
so zhan jz kept on cry....
tats wat i noe....
bt at last he seems like din feel anything....
my worry....
my sadness...
