i'm nt dun wana study!!!!!!!

reali feel 'fan'........

avone keep on askin me d same question when we met......

ZHAN....NOW U WORKIN A?

~U DUN WANA STUDY JOR MEH?

ya.....i noe.....they jz wana concern me ny.....i knew it....

bt sumtimes reali feel like wana avoid those ques.....dun wana ans......

bt i din...... i did ans.....

~MMM....DUNO O.....CC LO......

~I THINK I WIL RETURN BACK TO STUDY D......

~C HW LO......

c sienzz nt?

owez d same ques n same ans......

actually

i reali hope to back study....reali hope....

i knew tat my qualification is nt tat enuff ya.....

bt wat to do....

i have to think many things leh.....

future future future.........

sumtimes reali hope tat i was born in d rich family

suan.....^^

im jz hoping ny ya.......

im sure tat u wil know wat will I feel wen ur mum telling u tat.....

mum reali hope ya to help her to ease burden

ccc.........

tel me wat wil u do?

where shud i go ya......

keep on workin?

nvm......decide wat course wana take den oni c hw?

suan ba........

i knew tat dis problem wil be solved soon d la......

zhan......gambade ya...........^^

worst day for me~~~24/01/08

mmmm~~~

feeling weird weird d....

there's a kind of feeling came so sudden ytd....

make me feel uncomfortable....

keep on blur'ing' .......dreaming wen im working......

wen playing badminton....sprained my hand...damn pain....

wen I reach home PK.....

c I reali duno wat im doing ytd n wat reali happened......

zhan~~~~~zhan~~~~~~~zhan~~~~~~~~

~~BORING LIFE!!!!!!!!~~

mmmm.....im here again.......
sienzzzzzzz.....
damn sienzzzzzzz
n reali veli sienzzzzzz


i reali fed up wif my life jor......
its seems like owez repeating d same things
av minutes...av hours n avday.....
haiz......
reali dun hope it wil keep it on like dis ya.....


sumtimes reali hope to back to d skol time.....
although i reali reali scare to tek exam....
bt i like n more prefer spend most of my time hanging out wif frenzzzzzz...
i miz d time lotz.......
owez yamcha......goin genting without reason.....
owez heard them making jokes + bully by them......
having bed talk 2gthr av nite
miz it.....miz it lotzzzzzzzzz

bt did u realized one thing

al d happiest times wont stay longer d.......

agree?
sad case...:(

wat to do ya?

jz told myself tat is enuff jor.....

can expect too much oooooo
at least my life painted wif sum colours before dis.....^^
is enuff for me.......
n im gonna remember it!!!^^

thx frenzzz......

Nobody's perfect !!!

~duno y.....
~lastly I failed to ctrl myself...
~d tears comin so sudden....
~bt nw im ok jor^^

~i've been thinking lotzzzz last nite....
~i almost used most of my nap time to think bout my problem......
~i nvr nvr been like dis b4....
~reali reali stress.....
~and it's making me so intolerable!!!!!!!

~y?
~i keep on askin myself y shud i blame sumone?
~there's NOBODY PERFECT in dis world....
~isn't it?

~everybody make mistakes
~everybody has those days
~even ME......oso wil make mistake.....

~i owez think lotzzzzzzz.....
~til sumtimes im in a jam....
~den i told myself that i gotta make a plan.....
~plan to achieve d brightest future for my family...as well as myself....

~although i knew that its quite hard for me to make it
~n might making me gt crazy.....
~but tat's the only way for me to know for sure....

~once.....if one day....
~im nt doin well.....
~nvm......
~dun give up......jz keep it on.....
~i hafta b toughen.....bcz im d eldest....
~i gotta/have to work it till I gt it right.....

~like wat my frenzzz n my mum owez told me....

" U LIVE......U FAIL.....& THEN ONI U WIL LEARN IT!!!!!!"

~even sumtimes i did try to work a scheme for myself....
~bt it doesn't turn out no matter hw.......
~i gt stuck......

~luckily there's owez a person who stay beside me......
~SHE owez act as d good listener for me......
~SHE reali reali d best frenzzzzzz for me......

~bt actually I hope to apologize to her sumtimes......
~sumtimes i reali treat her badly......
~til her nt dare to talk wif me......^^

~so soli.....
~soli my dear.....
~im a bad temper gal last time.....
~n nw shud b better jor.....^0^

* thx...thx my dear MIMI..... i'll owez remembered & appreciate ya!!*

~sumtimes i veli stubborn.....
~dun even share my things at all.....
~duno y?

~bt is ok for me ya.....
~i have to b toughen al d time...
~althuough i reali HATE it lotzzzzzzz
~owez pretending........bt i HAVE to.....
~i dun hope tat those plp ard me.....getting suffer too....

~n nw.......
~i keep on told myself.....

zhan..........

no problem..............

avthing can be solved soon ya.....

COS NOBODY PERFECT !!!!!!!!

*....tat's m3....*

im nt a perfect gal enuff...
owez hope to b d youngest n hate to b d eldest...
sumtimes quite stubborn....
luv n gt cry easily...no matter wat^^
owez hopin back to d youngest time....especially 2ndary skol time ya^^
like to gt concern frm avone.....
n lastly......

~after u have read my blogs...den u wil noe my character d lo..^^
~simple n nth special bout me...