Nobody's perfect !!!

~duno y.....
~lastly I failed to ctrl myself...
~d tears comin so sudden....
~bt nw im ok jor^^

~i've been thinking lotzzzz last nite....
~i almost used most of my nap time to think bout my problem......
~i nvr nvr been like dis b4....
~reali reali stress.....
~and it's making me so intolerable!!!!!!!

~y?
~i keep on askin myself y shud i blame sumone?
~there's NOBODY PERFECT in dis world....
~isn't it?

~everybody make mistakes
~everybody has those days
~even ME......oso wil make mistake.....

~i owez think lotzzzzzzz.....
~til sumtimes im in a jam....
~den i told myself that i gotta make a plan.....
~plan to achieve d brightest future for my family...as well as myself....

~although i knew that its quite hard for me to make it
~n might making me gt crazy.....
~but tat's the only way for me to know for sure....

~once.....if one day....
~im nt doin well.....
~nvm......
~dun give up......jz keep it on.....
~i hafta b toughen.....bcz im d eldest....
~i gotta/have to work it till I gt it right.....

~like wat my frenzzz n my mum owez told me....

" U LIVE......U FAIL.....& THEN ONI U WIL LEARN IT!!!!!!"

~even sumtimes i did try to work a scheme for myself....
~bt it doesn't turn out no matter hw.......
~i gt stuck......

~luckily there's owez a person who stay beside me......
~SHE owez act as d good listener for me......
~SHE reali reali d best frenzzzzzz for me......

~bt actually I hope to apologize to her sumtimes......
~sumtimes i reali treat her badly......
~til her nt dare to talk wif me......^^

~so soli.....
~soli my dear.....
~im a bad temper gal last time.....
~n nw shud b better jor.....^0^

* thx...thx my dear MIMI..... i'll owez remembered & appreciate ya!!*

~sumtimes i veli stubborn.....
~dun even share my things at all.....
~duno y?

~bt is ok for me ya.....
~i have to b toughen al d time...
~althuough i reali HATE it lotzzzzzzz
~owez pretending........bt i HAVE to.....
~i dun hope tat those plp ard me.....getting suffer too....

~n nw.......
~i keep on told myself.....

zhan..........

no problem..............

avthing can be solved soon ya.....

COS NOBODY PERFECT !!!!!!!!